Everything I have ever lived lead me up to this moment. I felt that sentiment in the marrow of my bones and the impulses of my brain. The tunnels of my perception expanded and I understood at once that life is a memory being created then relived over and over. You cannot live in the present because every nanosecond that passes becomes a nanosecond in the past.
They say nothing is permanent but the truth is, everything is permanent. Every action done cannot be undone. Every word said can’t be unsaid. Everything seen can’t be unseen. You can forget but there will always be someone who remembers. So whatever it is you choose to do, do it with the knowledge that every decision is final.